Bo's World

hao le! hao le!

aiyooooo

why did i have to meet her if we cannot have eachother. i heard stepmothers are bad - i never knew they were this bad. im blacklisted for being aussie. i hate the crappy dodgy sleep-around aussie culture. yyy do i have to suffer for this stupidity that i have never been a part of. well at least i now know that i have won the heart of the girl. all i now must do is win over the mother and convince her that i will always be faithful and true. sure its hard, maybe harder than learning another language;) . maybe even harder than learning two other languages. xixi neways, im workin early - better sleep now. g999t. kisses and huggggs for my one and only. ming tian jian le

Yupps. i gotta find a better time to blog, rather than when im annoyed and upset. hmmm. maybe next time. Neways: maybe im jus in a bad(/not happy vegimite) mood today, but i found today reeeeeeeally frustrating. my most beloved thing in the world has always been the ability to make music, singing soothing songs that praise the most high God. yet currently, i have no voice and am unable to make anything more than annoying croaky sounds throughout my song. so therefore, when friends of mine were singing after friday nite bible study, i could not sing - as i love most, but just to listen, to a few beautiful voices of a few beautiful people, singing their (and my) praises to God on High. And further, any tunes i knew, noone else knows the same words as i know.

Yes, Singapore sounds like a most beautiful place, but again, i can do no more than listen, like my memories of childhood; at new schools, everyone else knows what's happening and im jus sitting/standing there, pretending to fit in, having no idea. I guess i really must return to that idea of years gone by: making great effort to speak less but with greater quality in each sentence that i procure. But i think those bad habits maybe creep in once again, when i feel intimidated, thrown away by myself by lack of familiarity with experiences shared by others. we speak the same language, yet cannot understand. hail to the Father, for his work at babel, so greatly achieved. No man can undo what God did that day. And with language enstrangement came cultural distinctions that shall never be fully mended. He who rebuildeth the walls of jerico, he shall loseth his firstborn son, and in placing the gates he shall sacrifice his youngest son also. he that attempts to rebuild that which the creator has broken down with purpose, it will surely be in vain and the Fathers blessing will not be upon his labour.

Sometimes i feel very frustrated and annoyed with this bunch o singa's, but usually, i feel that these - my closest friends, are the greatest blessing, with faithful sisters, and brothers, in out Lord Jesus Christ. So far, i have been taught to pray properly, do QT ;) and to entrust things into the hands of my God. a few bad days amongst the multitude of awesome times, i am sure that overall, pro's beat con's!!!

Besides, the feeling of homesickness amongst some, makes it all the more excusible for partial neglect of certain others..besides, being forced to just LISTEN!!! to a few of the most beautiful voices singing some of my most favourite hymns, how could i ask for anything better. So therefore, i will pray for greater patience, and renewed optimism in Thy plans for me in this world, and even amongst this group. Cheerio to all, and pray for me, and also for yourselves. Pray to the great Healer, Teacher, Mathematician, Lawyer, Engineer, Geneticist, Landscaping arcitecturalist, Economist, Parent, Student, Scapegoat.

"Thy rod and Thy staff, they comfort me"

amen

OK. i admitt, maybe i still have no idea at all, what love actually is. maybe next time :P if only.. if only :-/ hmmm. maybe it is better this way though :P what better way to find out than....trial and..error :D xixi gd nite to all. cya :)

Goin back west reeeeeeeally soon. missin my babe soo much. :S not sure if i should worry, cause she's not contacted me again yet, or continue trusting her, that she's makin all the right decisions. Then the fear of something bad coulda happened to her while travelling home. How can i know?? Well..as u said, sumtimes u just need that time to ureself an for me to jus not worry :) Here's it!! Hope ure havin fun tho :P Either way-wotever ure decision..friends 4eva :D

Just like ever, i haate flying, but it'l be ok :) but either way, this last sem, despite the atrocious marks-im suuuure im livin the life, better that i woulda ever dreamed. part time job in the most awesome restaurant, studyin at the best uni, and having found the babe that any other guy can only dream of :) Ive got that feeling - the same one that inspired and divided some of history's greatest empires, and at other times soothed century old conflicts between the greatest of enemy nations, the feeling that has inspired some of the worlds greatest movies, plays, poetry, paintings, books and songs. The feeling of which at times it seems, people were created for. This feeling has driven some of the greatest worriors, through whatever battles that they faced, and many would agree that it is not money that makes the world go around, rather it is this awesome thing. LoVE. Recipricated love. This is able to be superseding religious divides and any previously planned directions. At times i wonder, if i am the only one who had failed to factor in 'the other half' into life's plan, when in the planning stage. Suddenly i have had to think..about being able to support another with my job or career. I can no longer be the wind, playful and doing anything i please. Ive gotta start making room for a missus Bo and maaaybe even a baby Bo-one of these days :) Its an awesome feeling though, thinking about things of that kind :P Grown up in a few months thanks to..my dearie dearie. Wishin everyone the best, and enjoy life while you can, but embrace commitment when she crosses your path. I cant tell you yet wether you may regret it, but be optimistic, the world is your oyster freddo frog your to look after. And LoVE holds within its bosom, the key to ultimate fulfillment. Maybe im idealistic..still, but thats what i think. XoXoXoXoXo dearie. hope u aint forgotten 'bout me!! heh of coure not :P cheers to all else :)

its been a long time since ive had time to myself, to write stuff. girls :P uni, study, church, religious philosophising n stuff etc.. its had me tied up for aaages with no time for anything else. i really :$ kinda dont have time right now, i should b doing my assignment, thats due on friday :P at this time, i feel it would be most appropriate to pull out the big P word: aka: procrastination. YUPP :D its a big one, n its a core attridute of the heathiest of uni students. its a great life, enjoying the best of allll aspects of uni life-lets hope the future is as good. Go to bible study!!! and to church!!! its really good, edifying and helps with maintaining the christian spirit. theyre awesome people around here, awesome food and very fun to hang out with :)

 

exams feel imminent..i should buckle down soon. im sure i will. getting these assignments and tests out of the way shall be greatly lightening, freeing a great deal of forboding fear and anxiety about the future and stuff, as im sure i will finish the semester, knowing that im livin the life!!!!! the lifestyle, with the babe, the city, the future-potential (academic, financial etc) and everything else. we'll see how we go with it mate, wait to see what comes out of it all. the family is soooo far away, an i miss em all always. i miss my home, and everything that is there. and its a pity to be soo sure that im never going to be permenently 'home', but only return on holidays. im suuure they miss me. happpppeeeeeee mothers day :P i hope everyone'll remember to wish they're mother happy mothers day-its reeally important, to make that day special, even if u make sure ure mother knows how much she's appreciated-everyday. one extra time couldnt hurt :P

 

anyway, it would be very irresponsible to not turn to math assignments at this point. considering the imminence ot certain importand deadlines. have fun everyone. and chau to all. hugs and kisses to my special one. and i guess.. a:  "cheers" *holds glass of orange juice in air* ...to everyone else..will do :P